Very Disappointed

So disappointed is what I am with myself.

I couldn't believe that after countless of careless mistake that i've done in the past, and in the recent test, I am still making careless mistakes that I should have realised during the examination and not regret over it after the test is over.

So disappointed is what I am with myself for not learning from mistakes and repeating it repeatedly. A small careless mistake goes a long way and I've seen myself being screwed by it 3 times, one after another without a break between the interval, and I strongly believe, I am going to be screwed once again.

I just realised that, the careless mistake is so huge, that I will most probably be dead my the time I know what harm it has caused me.


So bloody disappointed.